LiesLiesWhat else comes from those lips?The currency of your wordIs no longer good hereYou may file an appeal at any timeBut it will remain on the deskCaught up in the bureaucracy that surroundsWhat use to be my heart.
Grin and bear itA heart cries outPlease dont go.Im afraid you wont come back.And if you do,Its not me youll want.Im always being replaced.Yet these wordsYou shall not hearThey will never cross her lipsFor fear of becoming another taskAnother burden in your lifeSo she half pretends indifferenceTossing glib and flippant comments along the wayTo hide a heartTrying to breakNever asking for anything muchCertainly nothing boughtJust a little bit of your timeAnd happiness to be in your eyesSometimesAt the expense of her own.
BetrayedA betrayal of trustSomething lostFear clouding my visionSomething I seldom giveIts been trampled to the groundI may never give it again.
ExpectationJust when I thinkI have nothing leftSomeoneAlwaysExpects more...Love...time...patience...Maybe the hearthas to crack a bitto make roomfor more...For those I loveI sacrificeWhat could have beenFor me.This family of my choosingThey fill the void in my soulFor themI will endure anything.
The WatcherI see what you cannotI watch all that crosses my pathI am the only and every women hereThe scales are in my handsCentaur who taught so many is a part of meI represent all that is feminineBirth-DeathWhat was and is yet to bePerfect in my imperfectionsRight even in my wrongsI see what you do notOr maybe what you wont...The Goddess you try to denyI am VirgoThe Watcher
HiddenEyes that cannot meetHiding secretsand powerand fear
ProcrastinateTomorrowI will get my house in orderI will finish things I've startedTomorrowI will try harder for my husbandI will make an effort to talk to my motherTomorrowI will tell those important to me that I love themand why and when it became soSo many things to doBut not todayTomorrow is soon enough
Just BreatheBe stillAnd know that I am.We have all heard this before,But do we listen?Take yourself outdoorsRemove your shoesAnd stand on the EarthBe seated if you mustFace the EastBreatheClose your eyesFeel the tension you carryImagine it leaching out of youBack into the EarthListenTo the sounds of the night birds and insectsThe way the wind moves through the treesRustling the grassBreatheMan made sounds recedeThe noise in your head, it quietsImagine yourself holding an orb of light in your right handYou can feel a tingle in your palmFocusImagine it is a ball you holdFeel the weight of itIt oozes powerIt is part of youBreatheEnvision that orb growingAllow it to surround you with its faint glowThe last of your tension leaves youYou are protectedSafeLift your face up to the skySlowly open your eyesBreatheThe Moon is watching youYou among manyYou are not aloneOpen your other sensesTaste the humidity on the airSmell the residual heat of the dayFeels the Eart
Thunder MoonThere is nowhere to hideShe can see youThere is nothing inside youShe can't feelAll you have doneShe has witnessedHer judgementcould reign down upon youAs a motherShe forgives andmoves on.Don't forget she is watching.